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Newly
Well, I’m back at once. I am back with some new and some event for you to read, even though I know there is no one here. Anyway…
First of all, in the last week of July I went on vacation with my boyfriend and some friends of our. We went to Mont-Tremblant, in a chalet with 8 other persons including my boyfriend. We went there for 2 days and 2 nights, the third day we have to go back. The view was really beautiful because there was a big river near where we were. It was ok, en though I have to get back to work the day after I got back. I can’t say that it was the greatest vacation I’ve ever had but it wasn’t the worst either. I took a lot of picture too. Of my friends and the scenery. Luckily I’d bought a new memory card for my camera.
The second thing is that, after I’ve receive my credit card, I bought myself a new domain: monokuro.net. In only one day, I’ve moved everything into that domain. I even design new layout and build the whole thing in time. Even though I’ve finish at 1 in the morning, the results are pleasant to see.
I also got a new job as graphic designer for a website about music lyrics. Wonder if that’s going to turn out ok because I don’t have that much time for myself right now. I guess that will keep me busy for the next school semester. I’ve receive my planning for the next semestere. It’s pretty relax for me but my boyfriend will be busy. I guess all that will keep me busy while he is not there.
I also want to move Mesmerize to the new home but I couldn’t figure out wordpress program yet. I’ve try but it didn’t work that well. I guess I can always open a new subdomain and put Mesmerize on it instead of using a program. Though I still want to use a program that will generate comments for me like WordPress does. I want to try cutenews but it’s pretty hard to learn how to use since I don’t want to read all the bla bla thing. I guess I can always ask Josie to help me with wordpress.
Anyway I’m off for the moment, I will come back with some new about the new domain or some drama review.
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200 pounds beauty
200 pounds beauty is a story of Hanna, an overweight phone sex employee. Through the phone nobody can judge her by her appearance. Her true self is a singer but she is hidden from the public by the image of Ammy, a sexy good looking girl which lipsync her songs on stage.
Hanna has the talent to be a singer and the heart to help other but due to her appearance she is reject by everyone. She keeps on being in the shadow of Ammy because she is deeply in love with her manager, Sang-Jun. He was really sweet to her and Hanna thinks that she can confess to him because he is different and will not be like other who only judge her from her appearance. On the day of his anniversary, Hanna receive a gift that was suppose to be send by Sang-Jun. Inside was a gift that will humiliate Hanna in front of the whole room where the birthday party was held.
When she went to the washroom to hide herself, she over heard Sang-Jun speaking to Ammy, saying that he was only manipulating Hanna for her voice only and that she is nothing. Hanna, left with a broken heart, decided to kill herself. On the process, she receive a phone call from one of her client, who happen to be a plastic surgeon. She decided to become a new person through plastic surgery.
She spends the whole month working hard and when she comes back, nobody can reconize her because she is now a talented AND beautiful girl. She turn out to be a complete different person physically, even her best friend couldn’t reconize her. She return to the music industry and audition to be Ammy’sbackstage singer, since Ammy cannot sing. She end up with her own contract with Sang-Jun to become a “All natural” singer under the name of Jenny, an American-Korean.
While working with Sang-Jun, feelings start to grow between the both of them. On the other hand Ammy, who was still looking for Hanna, start to realize who the Jenny really is. Sang-Jun is starting to realize who she was too. On the way of becoming famous, Jenny-Hanna has lost of a lot of the people she loves, her best friend and she even reject her own father. Things will get difficult between her and Sang-Jun too…
Is it only the look that really all it’s take to become someone? This is the tale of the modern Ugly Duckling.
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Rain drops just keep falling on my head
It’s raining today but instead of having a big cloudy day, it was rainning with a big shiny sun. It’s quite strange to see the sunlight at the other street while on your streets it’s rainning like cats and dogs hahaha.
I love the rain. I love to watch it falling down on us. Like its want to erase all the misery, all the sins and all the dirty things that have been on this planet for too long. I always love to watch the rain because, like people love to say, after the rain comes the sun, “apres la pluie vient le beau temps.”
When I was little, I use to get naked and run outside to take rain shower. In my country, it’s a normal thing for children to do that. It was really fun because there was a lot of kids in my house when I was still in my country. After the rain I use to see rainbow too. My mom always tell me the story of the rainbow.
The story is that at the side of the rainbow there is a woman and a man waiting to cross the rainbow bridge in order to meet each other. She was the daughter of the sky and he was the son of the earth. Both of them fall in love but couldn’t be together because of their differences. The sky took pity of them and was touch by their love, it sets out a rule that after every rainny day, when the rainbow bridge appears, they can cross the rainbow bridge and meet each other on the bridge.
After hearring that I always look at the rainbow and try to see the two lovers. Sometime I still look at the sky after rainny day to see if there is a rainbow but rainbow is something rare in the sky of Canada.

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Frustration kills the mood
Well some people are just frustrating me these past few days. Some bitches just go around talking shit about my family.
If I get my psychology ass and think about it. They are talking shit about my parents because they are just jalous. We have a happy family, even though we have some up and down, we are still happy. They have nothing and being helpful to them, they are jalous.
Like my dad said, when we help someone too much, so much that they don’t know how to repaid there are two way. One way they will be really really greatful to you and will do anything for you. The other way is that, since they don’t know how to repaid they will just try to get rip of you, haha. That’s a strange way of thinking but that is how my dad think hahaha.
Well after writing this, i totally forget what I want to write in here…
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